the foundation after breaking it down
disfunctions
distrust shaped by experience or neither
rather stories I end up giving more weight then those of my own.
running through the woods seeing nothing but my inside.
Dienstag, 20. Dezember 2011
deformed
deformed
still only back to how it was.
the shape as if it remembers.
more loose then I could ever tell it to be.
in that very moment when I neither think nor shape.
the weightlessness of my mind.
still only back to how it was.
the shape as if it remembers.
more loose then I could ever tell it to be.
in that very moment when I neither think nor shape.
the weightlessness of my mind.
Sonntag, 11. Dezember 2011
shades of a fan
can you hear inside of me
where sound is movement
and lights are dimmed to the lowest.
there, where the very feeling is unfolding
into different shades of a fan.
and my inside is not to be hold back.
where sound is movement
and lights are dimmed to the lowest.
there, where the very feeling is unfolding
into different shades of a fan.
and my inside is not to be hold back.
Mittwoch, 7. Dezember 2011
restless
in the unfulfilled rests hope.
and pain.which is taken as a one of the five senses.
but why we never understand and yet have urge to do so.
in the unfulfilled lies rest.
i am not and will not.
in the urge for hope.
and pain.which is taken as a one of the five senses.
but why we never understand and yet have urge to do so.
in the unfulfilled lies rest.
i am not and will not.
in the urge for hope.
Sonntag, 4. Dezember 2011
every limb remembers
my every limb remembers the touch of the ground.
the different feels of when i melt into it.
my bodies memory is working against my brain.
i want to fly and my every muscle tells me the story of the final hit through gravity.
i can tell him different storys.
but in the final end he decides for me.
my muscles refuse against my will.
my body over my brain.memory over will.
the different feels of when i melt into it.
my bodies memory is working against my brain.
i want to fly and my every muscle tells me the story of the final hit through gravity.
i can tell him different storys.
but in the final end he decides for me.
my muscles refuse against my will.
my body over my brain.memory over will.
Dienstag, 29. November 2011
Sonntag, 13. November 2011
my body in the colours of a rainbow
every single muscle screaming for release to come.
the skin dipped into all kinds of red and blue.
discovering new conditions.
my leaf dunked hair still leaves some parts of a fairytale meadow here and there.
the white dress hangs defyingly with its stains of mud from the fall.
all devoted to that image in my head
a longing of communication
in a different way.
what a beautiful thing to do
Mittwoch, 19. Oktober 2011
follow them
follow my thoughts
nothing left but you.
and me alive in the nothing.
without understanding.
i really do not.
why would suffer be needed.
if it was all for the learning.
i doubt.
i need to see wider.
fields again.
the houses are distracting view.
take my weak body and carry it home.
arise my hidden seeds.
so i can be the unhidden me.
seen by the seeder.
nothing left but you.
and me alive in the nothing.
without understanding.
i really do not.
why would suffer be needed.
if it was all for the learning.
i doubt.
i need to see wider.
fields again.
the houses are distracting view.
take my weak body and carry it home.
arise my hidden seeds.
so i can be the unhidden me.
seen by the seeder.
Sonntag, 16. Oktober 2011
my deepest wish
sometimes I ask myself, if a thought, which is following me for years, is a vision.
or just a selfish wish.
what differences vision and wish.
isn't each from you.
but the difference that the one is your thought in an everlasting time line
and the other one a tiny bit of the first, to lead me there...
or just a selfish wish.
what differences vision and wish.
isn't each from you.
but the difference that the one is your thought in an everlasting time line
and the other one a tiny bit of the first, to lead me there...
Sonntag, 14. August 2011
mein sein
mein sein ist über dich.wie ich dich kennenlerne und kenne und doch wieder nicht.und darüber wie nah du mir bist und wie nah mir dadurch das unheil kommt.
Sonntag, 13. März 2011
Sonntag, 6. März 2011
trees and shafts
they will cut of the tree
and there is always a way for death to come in between the shafts of sunlight.
but maybe then I will finally see it.
the tree as it use to be.
and there is always a way for death to come in between the shafts of sunlight.
but maybe then I will finally see it.
the tree as it use to be.
Montag, 21. Februar 2011
Freitag, 18. Februar 2011
disappear me
disappear me into illusion
hope, the brother of illusion
without illusion there be none.
illusion draws my pictures of hope.
end up hoping an illusion.
hope my illusion into reality, is a disappearing me.
hope, the brother of illusion
without illusion there be none.
illusion draws my pictures of hope.
end up hoping an illusion.
hope my illusion into reality, is a disappearing me.
Montag, 7. Februar 2011
Donnerstag, 3. Februar 2011
ein neuer begleiter
ein augenblick entscheidet über den nächsten.
sie hängt,
sie sichert und versichert
und dann fällt sie.
einfach so.
der rücken verformt sich in unmögliche richtungen.
die geräusche, sie nisten sich ins ohr.
wie ein verletztes tier räkeln sie sich.
unumwindbar die bilder die sie mit sich bringen.
die, die durch die ohren sich ins gehirn vorwagen.
und was bleibt ist ein neuer begleiter.
ein altbekannter fremder.
sie hängt,
sie sichert und versichert
und dann fällt sie.
einfach so.
der rücken verformt sich in unmögliche richtungen.
die geräusche, sie nisten sich ins ohr.
wie ein verletztes tier räkeln sie sich.
unumwindbar die bilder die sie mit sich bringen.
die, die durch die ohren sich ins gehirn vorwagen.
und was bleibt ist ein neuer begleiter.
ein altbekannter fremder.
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