the me

the me 

singing the most painful song

the most superficial

the most honest

you commercial face

filled with so much honesty not able to be heard 

i will give up the fight 

i will make my heart feel 

something you don't

i will lay down my heart 

and feel the power you do not

make it feel 

make it suffer

patronize

the yearning changing all in sites

the changes revealing all in sites

what it is

what you know

what does it 

when you see the me i am

the step in comes with the plea

patronize me

with the power

sprawling

my eyes sprawling down

towards places unseen

shudder insite

arising trembling pieces

beginning to fill shapes of behold

steady listing sheen

passing paths of ease 

into the outlast

wherever  

you stay the same

with the known

and the made